Today
Saturday, September 30th, 2006Ever Had a Good Day?
I did, and I didn’t even go to Metros.
I realised today that I’ve been missing out on the quieter but meaningful things in life. And no, sleep doesn’t count either.
I used to be an avid cyclist. I didn’t actually do it for the sport or the health-benefits of it, it was something that I really enjoyed. There was a serene and calming effect about it that I could never put my finger on. Today I come closer to the reason…
The Scenery Changes.
The same argument could be said about driving a car. But when you’re cycling, the winds in your face and I feel just so much more alive. It’s not as over-exertive as running or jogging.. it’s just really peaceful. I’ll take a bike ride down the lake over meditation any day.
I just caught up with an old friend today after being out of touch for nearly a year. Actually, it could have been longer but I wasn’t intending to waste anymore time. So when she asked me whether I wanted to go for a bike ride around her area, I jumped at the chance to catch up with an old friend. The feeling was weird but at the same time familiar. It was as if we’ve never been apart. And I felt the comfort that I usually feel when I’m surrounded by good company. Needless to say, I was happy. Sure enough, we became different from the last time we caught up but at the same time we were essentially the same people deep down. The past year had both of us faced with challenges and our own personal demons to battle. But we emerged victorious and still fighting. So while we were trading stories of the past year, she noted that both our lives have become more colorful.
I never really looked at it that way. At all in fact.
Looking back at my mistakes and choices. I guess that I did encounter a few bumps along the road. I tried to the best of my ability to smooth over them, falling down a few times and picking myself up and trying again. While I have been told that I’ve become a tad edgier and darker, those simple words brightened up my life and made me realise that despite the mistakes and hurt I’ve caused, I’ve actually done some good as well. It also made me realise to pause for a bit and appreciate myself a whole lot more. And in this fast-paced world of neverending change, not many people do that.
And that, is quite unfortunate.
I’m gonna sleep so well tonight.
Thanks a lot, my friend. You’ve certainly made my day a day to remember.