Archive for April, 2006

Nothing Happened…

Saturday, April 29th, 2006

I will NEVER EVER understand women… just when I thought that I’ve figured a train of behaviour out… I’m immediately proven wrong… I tried being a gentleman about it… but apparently that’s a stone-age trait…

YOU left me in a state of confusion that nite… out of the blue you stormed away from me without telling me what’s wrong and leaving me with the idea that I did something wrong… I pieced the whole nite together as best as I could… and as far as I know… I did NOTHING wrong…

Maybe you were under the impression that I did something wrong.. or maybe you wanted something to happen but left it up to me to figure it out… hey.. I’m a straight-forward type of guy… I don’t like being lead on nor do I like taking subtle hints and stressing about whether I made the right choice… If you wanna make a BIG deal that I was intoxicated… hey.. we BOTH were… concerning the fact that you left a ‘mark’ on me the last time… I think I was being a good sport bout the whole thing…

And just to clarify this to all my Boys out there who weren’t there that nite …

Nothing happened…

I meant it when I said that I was gonna control myself and not go into ‘overdrive’…

Tennis anyone?

Bad Dream or Nightmare?

Wednesday, April 12th, 2006

Ever Had one of those mornings where you wake up, unable to go back to sleep, sweating (despite the cold), your heart’s racing… until reality steps back in and you realise you just had a bad dream?

Or a nightmare..

This isn’t one of those kiddy dreams where you’re in a world where the lines that separate fantasy and reality are seriously vague… this is one of those dreams where it’s very much real… and frighteningly so alive…

‘Experts’ say that dreams are the mind’s way of telling us something… be it our insecurities, guilt, some unfinished business etc… Whatever the reason it may be… I just want whatever it is to go away and leave me be… I’ve easily spent the last few months pushing the moralistic boundaries to forget it… and when it seems that it’s gone or finally going away and I can get my life back on track… it always comes back to bite me…

A sense of inner peace is all I want.. is that seriously too much to ask?

People say that you shouldn’t take your dreams too seriously.. they are after all… only dreams…Be that as it may… I wish they wouldn’t linger long after I’m awake…

I’d really hate to start taking sleeping pills for dreamless nites…

It’s True!

Sunday, April 9th, 2006

This isn’t really that amusing.. but I thought it was hilarious anyway…

Ok.. most people know that one of my fav nonsensical comedy movie is Eurotrip…  and I’m pretty sure a lot of the guys in the group can agree with me on that.. it just makes the idea of our trip at the end of the year that much more exciting… anyway..I was going thru some travel books my parents keep.. and guess what I found?

HAHA! Frommer’s 2000 Guide to Europe from $60 a Day! That certainly made my day…

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A Packet of Salt…

Saturday, April 8th, 2006

When i was at work today, one of the scientist showed me this article written by a retired GP regarding a patient he treated. This patient has been having chest pains the day before and the GP visited him to confirm or to rule out myocardial infarction (i.e. a heart attack).. turns out he exhibited none of the symptoms associated with it. But this patient looked really sickly and apparently has been so for years… When the GP started taking the patient’s history, the patient told him that about 50 years ago he was diagnosed with Addison’s Disease.

Now, Addison’s Disease is a hormonal disorder associated with the endocrine system. Basically the gist is, the body’s adrenal glands (which produces cortisol, which is responsible allowing the body to respond to stress i.e. maintainig blood pressure and heart function etc.) is fucked and it doesn’t produce enough cortisol or aldosterone (which is another hormone that maintains blood pressure and water and salt balance i.e. helping the kidney to retain sodium and excrete potassium). A treatment for Addison’s Disease nowadays is to take hydrocortisone tablets and fludrocortisone acetate tablets once a day to replace the insufficient aldosterone and cortisol levels.

So back to the story, the GP asked this patient whether he has been taking these tablets to help with his condition. This is what the patient replied…

Doc, 50 years ago, there was no medical treatment for Addison’s Disease. So the doctors back then recommended me to consume a packet of salt a day…’.

So the patient lead the doctor to his kitchen and there were boxes and boxes of hundreds of 450g packets of salt. So.. for the last 50 years… this patient has been taking 450grams of salt a day! That’s half a friggin’ kilo if you think about it.. ! However, it seemed to do the trick.. he managed to keep his sodium levels in check (since salt is pretty much sodium and chloride anyway…). Needless to say, the doctor was shocked and started the patient on cortisol and aldosterone replacement therapies and three weeks later.. the patient has never been as healthy as he is now in the last 50 friggin years!!!

My first reaction was this…. WTF?!?!?!?!?

SERIOUSLY!

With all the advances in medical science lately.. you’d think 20 or even maybe 30 years down the track.. he’d at least get a second opinion to treat his condition. Almost half a friggin kilo of salt a day for the last 50 years of his life… this is just negligence at its best in my opinion. This is just bad dispersal of education…

Dammmmmnnnnn……

Songs of Clapton

Wednesday, April 5th, 2006

*sigh*..

This isn’t a morbid entry or anything… just feeling light hearted about it..

Friends… should I die… either bury me or cremate me with my Eric Clapton Unplugged CD..

I haven’t listened to that CD in years… and when i finally did one sunny morning…  *sigh*.. it’s amazing how old Slowhand can still get to you with his poignant guitar playing and his soulful singing… especially his tribute to his deceased son, Connor, with the heart wrenching ‘Tears in Heaven’….

The same could be said with ‘Lonely Stranger’ and ‘Running on Faith’…

How I love the songs of Clapton.. 

I’m beginning to feel nostalgic about a lot of things now…