Ever HAd?

You are not to Blame,

It was my Mistake

Yet, the only Mistake that felt Right

I’m Stubborn

That much is known,

Because I followed my Heart more than my Head

But I deviated from my path,

To an unorthodox one,

Because of how you made me Feel

I wish things turned out differently

I lamented the days it went wrong

Finding every reason to hate you

But I can’t

Because it wasn’t your Fault

It was Mine

Alas, I can’t trust you

For what has been set in motion

Can’t be turn back..

I’m seeing a different side to things

I’ve finally seen the different side of you

How could I have been so Blind?

It scares me more

To see how far I would go

To push the boundaries of morality

To risk hurting others

To extinguish my soul

To lose my pride

The tables have turned

The cards have been dealt

I’ll be holding the Aces in the end

Because I’m a Survivor

You can’t break my Spirit

I’ll just rise from the ashes again

As I once did before…

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