Ever HAd?

I did the most retarded thing last nite… I knew not to do it.. but I did it anyway… I knew what would happen but I shrugged it off in arrogance.. but hey…

That’s me..

The silly things I do… I mean.. i know people who have done worst… (there are times when I get injured in the process… Bart, Leonn, Ming, Vince, David, Ben, Tim, Nami, Adrian, Des etc…. u guys know what and who I’m talking about… -_-)..

There are times when I’ve done some seriously stupid stuff as well.. (2 car crashes in a span of 3-4 months… that can’t be good.. ).. and there are times when I do or say something that I meant to be good but it always seems to backfire at me.. 

Hell.. my shenanigans at Metros sometimes are a testament to that..  apparently I’m an enigma to many people cos’ I can’t seem to stick with one personality without treading into another.. (The Jekyll-Hyde thing.. )..

Those who know me closely (.. and intimately).. know that my exteriors are meant for the sake of theatricality since I’m the sort of person who’s unwilling to expose the inner part of me.. (past experiences have shown me that there are people who take advantage of that.. ).. I’ve been told that I’m a nice guy.. and I have been told that I used to be a nicer guy.. what can I say.. certain experiences in life have harden my traits…

But people grow.. sometimes into better people.. others.. into bitter individuals… I tend to tread the fine line there.. that’s why I couldn’t wish for a better group of friends who have helped me many a time to step into the former.. just by being there and just by being who they are.. I’m grateful for that..

On a lighter note.. Metros last Sat was mediocre at best.. although I achieved the impossible and behaved that nite.. :)… with 3 injuries..-_-

1.) a bite mark on my left arm.. (can’t remember if that was TIm or Nami.. )

2.) a jarred thumb by accidentally slamming against Ben.. (I know.. I know.. guys.)

3.) bruised nipples.. (by both genders.. although I was offered an interesting explaination of why my tits became the target of constant pinching by u guys..    -_-)

Ming and YW (and Eugene) tried to get me to showcase my ‘Julian-ing’ (sorry guys.. haha.. I’m mellowing down on that.. ).. oh yeah.. and I think I left out the bit of where I was literally dragged from Vince’s room to the drinking table..

Haha.. man.. what a nite..

Oh yeah..

sorry for the side track.. but the ‘retarded’ thing I did?

I drank 2 full pots of green tea just before going to bed at 11 .. and I couldn’t sleep till 2.30a.m… which kinda sucks since I had to get up at 5 am to go to work… -_-

*sigh* The things I do…

P.S.I need to grab the Vic Secrets vid of one of you guys..

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